| My
Struggle
Each day I watch my
life go by
Closer comes the day I
die
Pain deepens as I
wonder why
My mind fails if I
even try
The addiction I try to
kill
Growing with no room
to fill
Not a drug but useless
will
Lacking past but memories
still
Please make it stop, cleanse
my mind
Leave what fills the hole
behind
Wanting more but still I'm
chained
Bounded by the lack of gain,
ease the pain
Cannot help what I feel,
cannot get what I want
Kill me if I try to steal,
nothing more to fill this hole inside
This is where one must
change, or I will die
This is my
struggle
Sorry that I feel this
way
Hearing "yes" but meaning
"may"
Change of mind I wish would
stay
"No" is what you finally
say
Please make it stop, cleanse
my mind
Leave what fills the hole
behind
Wanting more but still I'm
chained
Bounded by the lack of gain,
ease the pain
Cannot help what I feel,
cannot get what I want
Kill me if I try to steal,
nothing more to fill this hole inside
This is where one must
change, or I will die
This is my
struggle
I don't understand, is it
just a sign
It hurts inside for change
of mind
Show me the way, light my
path
This darkness leads me to
death, my well deserving
One of us must change, or
make me die
I'm sorry, I care for thee
with all my soul
But I lost it all, my love,
thirty-four years left
This is my
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Widow · 
Atlas · 
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