Tourmented

Why are things in life so hard

One mistake and one is scarred

Broken by the things we do

Nothing seems to pull us through

Can't take back mistakes I made

After all those times I prayed

Taking back their love for me

Life becomes a misery

Knives inside, living lies

My excuses

Pentalize, letting everything arise, seductive eyes

No one understands my pain

Nothing more in life to gain

Breaking rules that seem unjust

Now lost everybody's trust

Want to leave it all behind

Memories of when I was blind

Now this hell that I am in

Crushed me for a single sin

Touching others, realize, my excuses neutralize, taunting every dumb

Surmise, our useless lies

I can't bear this anymore

Not knowing what I did this for

I'm alone, I understand me

Yet I must be blind

Please forgive my tourmented mind